Tuesday, May 20, 2008

My oh mine... was back at work today for the 1st time in 11 months. Many ppl left and many new faces, was told that we had 15 staff that join us. 15, thats alot if you ask me... Had a meet up session wif my Director of nursing today, she's nice, had some update, JCI coming again! hai.. tot can siam.. too bad...



Orientation with my ward sister, stressed "better learn fast and cope fast" being the only one that pass out from advance dip to the ward, many eyes looking at me...



Nice feeling to be walking around wearing my blue scrubs again, the bad point is that I can't say I'm still a student anymore... keke, cannot hide liao...



Had mother's day celebration last Sat, Cow! my family can really make a lot of noise!!

Hazel and Claudia, crazy lot..

And Charles, lets just let the pics do the talking.... :)

After Dinner, my cuzens had a go on the merry go round, all so old liao still..... haii.... kekekekeke.... :P

Went to Vivo to send off my mother on Mon, yah she'll be gone for a month this time, gonna miss her so much... Uncle Ken came along, Baby Jae loves him so much lor, so sticky to him... But I must say, he really knows how to entertain my little monster...

Was at starbucks, and this is wat you get when U feed a baby ice blended coffee...

So we did it again this year... Vesak eve, 3 steps one bow, everytime I'm in the Q, I'll tell myself I'll not do it again but, the next year I'll end up turning up for it...

Ppl went to pray, we went, take pics.. keke so notti....

Friday, May 09, 2008

OK, today marks the end of my advanced diploma days... No more assignments, no more exams, no more parking at my fav spot and no more lunching with my buddies (so sad....) But I'm glad... Glad that I pulled tru... Many things happend during these short 10 months, got to know many kind and fun ppl and a few not so nice ones... Adult learners are really different I must say, some are super KS and some really KNS! came across this super childish one too...

Left school today without even looking back... I enjoyed school life but there's some things I just wanna leave behind... Those 10 months were really tuff, both physically and emotionally taxing... Stress is a horrible word, stress pushes one to do things one never expects will do. The brain is a complex organ, it thinks it analyses, feels and most of all it's something U think U can control but can't.

There's always a saying, cardiologists and neurologists are always fighting, one claiming importance over another, the cardiologist will say that the heart is more important; if the heart stops beating, there will not be bloodflow to the brain... The neurologist will say, the brain is more important; the control centre for the heart to beat is in the brain and if tat part of the brain cease to function, the heart does not beat... So what say U?

Emotions, lay people say U feel with your heart, U think with your brain, but controlling it is a whole different story... So should one go tru life using one's brains or following one's heart?
Something to ponder over over the weekends...

Going back to work, was told that I'll be going back to the same ward, familar grounds, something good, or is it bad? well I guess there'll be more expections, hopefully it won't be as stressful as schooling...

Missing my mother, I guess, its only when one is not around that you truely appreciate their presence... looking forward for her to come back this weekend, dun know this time she staying for how long before she leaves for KL again...

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Been really BZ, (hey, seems like I always start my post like that.. keke) School lor wat else? Was at NUH for most of the attachment... Truely understand why dodo says never to be a nurse in NUH... COW it sucked big time... Attachments was never so stressful in my Dip days, Had endless assessments, presentations and ASSIGNMENTS... But thankfully, its all coming to an end real soon!!! Tomorrow, 9th May, 2008, last exam paper off I go, never to step into NYP again!!! (hopefully... keke but of cos I still hope to go back there to attend my grad ceremony lah... that is if I can grad.. fingers cross... kekeke....)

Just came back from a long long day of mugging in the lib, 9am to 8pm, never will I spent so long in that bloody lib again!! sit till my backache! butt also aching, developing sores liao lor!!! After tomorrow, "to hell with dialysis, transplant and ......." Boy never in a million years I thought I will say this but "I'm so looking forward to go back to work, education is tuff, really tuff!!!!

Recieved a call on tuesday, was mugging in the lib for a wed paper, was asked to standby for medical relief in Mynmmar, still waiting anxiously for the confirmation call...

Can't wait to get out of NYP!!!